HoMin in Strong Heart~

last post i talked about homin in running man and now i will talk about them in STRONG HEART.since i just finished watched episode 64 that i've been waiting after episode 63.for this episode there are many stories yunho and changmin talked about...funny and sad stories to be exact.but i will not tells every stories they told.i take the interesting ones so should i start?
first story:
changmin talks about yunho,the title is ''U KNOW YUNHO?''.i saw that tittle and my mind said ahhh, they must choose changmin to talk!!changmin said yunho is very similar to siwon from suju.the hosts asked what's the difference between yunho and siwon?and minnie's reply,''if siwon is the major league,then yunho is minor".to be honest,i dunno what's the similarity is..to me there's no one is similar with yunho.but whatever....minnie said that there's no days that hasnt have yunho's episode.changmin talked about how yunho reading newspaper that yunho will squat on chair while reading newspaper.if us see it urself it's so funny and cute!!hahax..

there's a segment where yunho show his 4-leaf clover with his tongue.i saw him do 3 before but he upgraded to 4!lol..and we can wee yunho's power dance(slow-fast dance)also others,eunhyuk and heejun.

second story:(yunho)
yunho said his grandfather and his father are very strict.they oppose against him to be a celebrity.but yunho didnt give up.bcoz of that,they didnt give him any money and he had to live by himself.yunho never asked them to send him money bcoz he said he's the one who choose that way.yunho even sleep homeless..poor yunho..one day when dbsk are recording for their debut,he got a phone call telling that his grandpa had a very serious illness.though his grandpa strongly oppose his career but he gave him his support before he died.at the time when yunho met him for the last time,he smile and gave him a thumbs up.for three days he cried nights and days then he determined-"i will rise to the top one and keep my promise to my grandfather.only then i would let go all my tears i held up inside of me''.if u look closely,there are many pictures of him with thumbs up.bcoz he never want to break up his promise with his grandpa.He conclude,''i hope i will receive a lot of good awards at the year's end and cry to my hearts content".

hodong asked changmin are u never see yunho cry?minnie said he only see him cry for once.from 8 years ago,,he said it's so hard to see yunho cried.he even said''maybe yunho always thinks he's the leader so he never cry so i was very worried"

i can feel his pain,it's really hard on him especially when seperated..as a leader i think he tried to keep his team together but he cant..see him like this make my heart breaks!forever and ever he is the best leader!i will support u!we all will support u till the end! HWAITING!

changmin's letter for himself

NeverEnd: This was revealed on 7 February during Changmin’s birthday party; a letter written by Changmin to himself. Below is the complete letter.

To Shim Changmin:

You always wish to have a modest appearance. Although it can be said to be a postive aspect of you, but on the other hand, there are times when you show a complete opposite side, so there are often times when you worry about yourself… but recently, I’ve started to have the mindset of appreciating myself and to be proud of myself, so it can be considered a really lucky thing.

Although in the past, it was exactly as what everyone said: I used to live while looking inward and constantly stressing out, making it harder for myself… but in future, I want to have more faith in myself and live my life like that… Didn’t I have the misguided thinking that I was born without a choice on who my parents would be? So, work harder!

Even though I said before: The old me faced many different choices, but the present and future me, will still have many choices that I have to face. In future, no matter what I encounter, no matter who I have to stand before, I want to do the right thing and make the correct choice like I have done so far. Also, as long as I can become a person who stands firm with the right choices I make, that would be good. Of course, I might feel tired because of these choices and I might encounter many difficult things… but if that is the price I have to pay in making the right choice, even if I have to accept punishment, I will break through all these difficulties and ultimately receive wisdom and knowledge.

I think this attitude I have towards life is something I learned from my parents. Although I still have to learn to face up to reality, but no matter how difficult it is, if I cannot make a right choice then I’ll have to shake off those options decisively, and from that, become a wiser, more knowledgeable and confident me. In future, won’t there be choices that will make me become like that? Haven’t I become an artist now? To be an artist as an occupation… Although I’ve been an artist for a few years, even though there are still many things that I don’t fully understand, but I still show my candid side when I appear in front of everyone. There’s also a side of me that even I don’t know about; aren’t there times where I also have to show a side of myself that is not me?

To be honest, this is not something that I dreamed about when I was a child… Who I am now… I often have this thought… “If I’m not doing what I’m doing now, what else can I do? Would I have become a son that constantly causes his parents to worry?” The things that I am doing now may not make people feel exceptionally proud or seem fulfilling. However, don’t I still pass each day happily, looking forward to a better tomorrow?

It allowed me to see a beautiful world that I didn’t know about and awakened the person that I am now… Teacher Lee Soo Man… SM Family still holds the same gratitude in our hearts, so never change^^ If you are still the person that you are now, the heartfelt gratitude we have towards you will never change…

Now I’m also in my twenties… Compared to others who are of the same age, I had to start working a little earlier and I didn’t get to experience the things that they went through… But isn’t there a saying, “you gain something when you lose something”, this phrase is not said without reason. I always do my utmost best to fulfil my responsibilities to try and carve an even better future for myself. I want to expand further, so let me continue to better myself.

When I think of that I will do everything passionately… even though there are many people in the world who look at me enviously… Instead of always trying to hide from these prying eyes, I think I should do things that are honest to what I really feel and to have a youth which is filled with passionate love when I date someone! Even though it’s not an easy task and there might be failures… but I can experience the feelings and passion that belong to my age… I don’t want to miss a thing. I think this is a way to make me work harder to become even more passionate… Even if I fail, I still think this way… Career and love… Like what I said before, I don’t want to miss out on anything anymore… But, if I make a mistake when it comes to relationships, it will become even more dangerous…

In order to have better judgement, I will make decisive choices with a judgement that is as sharp as a blade. I will become a youth that is even more passionate and hardworking than others… I’ll work hard to be even more passionate and rational…

Let’s always work hard…

From Shim Changmin

January 2010

are u a true cassies??

Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ?

If it’s JYJ…

If’s HoMin…

Who cares ?

What does SM want now ?

They want Cassiopeia to fight with each other so TVXQ will not have anything left.

HoMin had a very, very few works for a year. They weren’t appeared on television or radio at all and SM has just brought them out.

Because of what ?

It is because SM know exactly that although HoMin don’t litigate in case but their hearts belong to the other 3 members.

Please remember this Cassiopeia.

HoMin are still under SM so they don’t have a right to do anything.

We don’t know what is the real story.

We don’t know how it is behind the scene.

We don’t know what Jaejoong ,Yoochun,Changmin,Yunho and Junsu had to go through.

We don’t know what will happen in the future.

We never know.

But there are many things we exactly know.

We know Kim Jaejoong loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.

We know Jung Yunho loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.

We know Chim Changmin loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.

We know Kim Junsu loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.

We know Park Yoochun loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.

We know Dong Bang Shin Ki loves Cassiopeia.

We know there was a time Yunho leaned on Jaejoong’s shoulder to cry..just because he didn’t want other members to see his weakness.

We know there was a time Yoochun wrote a message and hid it behind the little prince’s computer named Chim Changmin.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho carried Junsu’s unconscious body on his back to the hospital.

We know there was a time Jaejoong looked at Yoochun all the time when he found out a few minutes before the show that Yoochun was sick .

We know there was a time Yunho looked after Junsu all night when Junsu was sick.

We know there was a time Jaejoong dancing with tears on his face when Yunho was poisoned.

We know there was a time Jaejoong’s face was badly pale when he saw our leader collapsed as he drunk a glass of orange juice.

We know there was a time Junsu picked up the wallet for Yunho and Jaejoong had to pick up the wallet for Junsu because Junsu forgot his own.

We know there was a time Junsu cried behind Yunho’s back.

We know there was a time Yunho protected Junsu by his strong back.

We know there was a time when finished concert our leader cried with delight with Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Yoochun cried because of the rumour that Jaejoong would be dismissed from TVXQ.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Without our fans,we’d be nothing.’

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘TVXQ is just like a family,a home.No matter how far we’re separated,we’ll come back together one day.’

We know there was a time Changmin said ‘Whatever the five of us go through, together we can get through it without any fear.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Even until the time for us to go our own separate ways,the name TVXQ will not disappear. Each member is still TVXQ.

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘ If Jaejoong is sick, it is as if TVXQ’s leg is sick, and if Changmin is sick, that means TVXQ’s arm is sick.

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘If our friendship could last forever, I don’t need anything else. ‘

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘Cassiopeia… who wait for us wherever we go and always give us an unwavering love… You are the reason why TVXQ exists.’

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun and Changmin said ‘Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ.’

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘Our support for them (HoMin) will never change.’

We know there was a time Jaejoong said ‘Yunho and Changmin frequently appeared in our dreams ‘

We know there was a time JYJ members said ‘it will take time but definitely they will be ONE again.

We know there was a time Yunho sacrificed his bed for Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Changmin had only one wish that Jaejoong recovered as normal.

We know there was a time Changmin sang high vocal to help Yoochun when he had an asthma attack.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho protected everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Park Yoochun sacrificed everything flying from the USA to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Jaejoong did everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Junsu tried his hardest to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Chim Changmin endured everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki told us to wait for them.

We know there were many times Yunho said ‘they loved us so much.

We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki said they were so sorry for making Cassiopeia waiting for them.

We know there were many times Jaejoong always said that ‘Could you wait for us,please ?’

We know there were many times Yoochun cried for Cassiopeia.

We know there were many times Junsu gave angel’s smile to us.

We know there were many times Changmin bowed very low to thank for us.

We know there were many times Changmin said seriously ’They loved us.’.

We know there were many times they promise to us through the song.

We know there were many times they were proud of Cassiopeia.

We know there were many times they protected cassiopeia.

We know there were many times they relied on us.

We know there were many times they trusted in us.

We know there were many times they saw only us.

We know there were many times they needed us.

We know there will be a million times they say to us “ Thank you… sorry… I love you”

We know there will be a million times we say to them “I’ll wait…don’t cry..I love you’”

We know how close to each other Dong Bang Shin Ki is.

We know there are a million things that didn’t typed down.

We know there are much more harder things …but they never say.

We know at this time… at this moment… they cannot do anything.

If there are people who leave, there are also people who stay. We don’t need to be 800,000 to be happy…

How much we hurt cannot compare to them.

If we start to fight with each other… then SM’s plan is succeeded.

‘Always keep the faith’ don’t say this if it’s not come from your heart.

Cassiopeia always be one and be here for Tong fVang Xien Qi.

No matter what happens , we have to be here for them.

Promise me …. Please, with your heart.

finally TVXQ homin in variety shows!!

finally TVXQ homin are on variety shows!!they participate in Running Man and Strong heart!!
GOSH!i was very excited to see them after a very long time....honestly said,i miss them so much!that's why i'm SO happy to see them again in variety shows...

in RUNNING MAN,,(16 jan2011)
regulars:jae suk,ji suk jin,kim jong kook,haha,kwangsoo,song jung gi,gary,song ji hyo,lizzy
the location was at Seoul's Art Center.for this episode,the special 2 guest hide wearing mask and the members have to find them to get running balls.while yunho and changmin have to find 4 running balls containing the member;s name and they will be eliminated 2 by 2 till the final ball is found.
there are so many phantom wearing mask and cloak.so the members are having a difficult times to find the mystery guest without any hints like boys or girls...i got so excited to tell this!!:)
they started seaching and they wear ring bells on their foots.it's for warning that they're nearest...yunho and changmin also seperated and start to seach for running balls.they both find two balls.that's mean TVXQ WIN!!!
u must watch the episode.it's funny and very exciting to watch.right after they win they perform 'keep ur head down'on stage.the members all looking excited.some of them dance with the flow of the music....they kind of forget they lose....haha..it's TVXQ aura!!

2nd game is the drawing relay game where the first person will draw and the next person will also draw what he saw till the last person will guess what he saw..this is so funny!! i see that yunho and jung gi are not very good at drawing.hehe...and our maknae changmin are so good at it!for this segment,yunho and changmin go to different teams.and i want to say that i'm very thankful to kim jong kook bcoz he never change his love for tvxq~he's the one who catch changmin.back then he was happy to see changmin and he sure the other one is yunho.at this segment he's in the same team with yunho.whenever Haha or gary make a very bad drawing he will get mad at them.but when it's yunho,he never get mad but backing up yunho.this show that jong kook really love tvxq so much from they debut!!!
the last mission is perform a musical and perform only once without mistake.if they win,no one will be punished even those without running balls.they had to perform a musical using snsd's gee choreography and 'dancing queen',mammamia..we got to see yunho leadership skills and he sure working hard with the choreography.....they practiced and practiced , they perform it and passed!!they all said thank u to teacher yun and teacher min...i love dbsk in variety shows bcoz i got to see their precious smile that i havent seen in a long time.hope to see them more!!!

our cute maknae birthday~

saengil chukahamnida,

our beloved maknae

SHIM CHANGMIN:)

february 18 1988..our cute maknae has become a handsome man~

but for me he's still very cute!our changmin,..

how have u been now??are u tired promoting ur new albums?...if we can share ur pains together....(sigh)

btw,i wish u will find ur true smile again.we miss ur genuine smile..(damn cute!!)

ouh,,about tvxq's new albums,'keep ur head down',,it's AMAZING!!u both are so powerful !!2 years and half is worth our waiting.u both made a great performance!such a great dance.. i see that u and yunho make a big improvement!i'm proud of u....

minnie,,,along this difficult times u only have yunho beside u,the one who u can rely on.(dunt worry,cassies always be by ur side also:))but,,yunho is the one who can share ur true feelings,sadness inside ur heart...in fact,u both only can rely on each other.(sad..)

ur fans will hurt when u hurt,,we will cry when we see u cry,,,

but actually,,deep in my heart,,we really want u and yunho to tell us the truth.what is really happen...what is ur true feelings?we're all human,sometimes we lost.sometimes we cant hold back the tears...we will understand it...

changmin shi.. 

everytime,everyday,every second,

we pray for u guys...

we pray for things to go back to its place

we pray for u guys can all be back together

but i realize it's selfish wanted u guys to unite again..

since the desicion is in ur hands not us...

but,,i always praying for the best!!

we all miss the moment u guys together...

we miss the old changmin..

the maknae but brave to say out what u've thinking,joined yoochun make fun of junsu,laughing happily..how great it is...:)

changminaa..we always believe in u!!

saranghaeyo,,uri maknae!!!!:)

AKTF!!

our leader BIRTHDAY~we love u!

saEngiL  ChukaHamniDa,

our bel0ved leader

jung YunHo:)

february 6 2011,,,,,

It is really a fate that we are able to work together.
We see the same things, from the same viewpoint.
When we’re in joy, the joy is multiplied by 5, while when we’re in sorrow, the sorrow is divided to 1/5, we are really fortunate.
For me, TOHOSHINKI is my home, a place where I go back to.
Even when I’m going far away,  it is a place where I can come back someday.
The place is very precious for me.- U-know Yunho, Fujin kouron magazine 2009

“My other selves…Young Woong…Micky…Xiah…Choi Kang…I’m always happy because of you guys.I love you…Let’s go forward together forever!!! Now, is everyone Ready?? Done?
Now should we show them? Let’s go towards the world!!! Let’s Go!!!”

“All five members have to be together to represent the name of ‘DBSK’.
We are family, The same team, The ones who support us is Cassiopeia, Thank you.”

“Did you know that I love the four of you very much?”

“Because I’m the leader who loves all my members.”

“I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!” 

"Each time, I’ve said that they’re like my siblings, like my family. But to me, they’re more than family. They’re a part of me. My alter ego, perhaps?"

 “Even as time continues to change, even when we are not here, we can still hope that through hard work, we can let the name TVXQ last forever.”
Yunho : "Even if 1 year passes by or 10 years pass by, we will not break up. If that does happen, kill us by throwing rocks at us." (you said it Yunho! XD)

"Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ”
- Changmin and Yoochun

 “When cooking, salt and sunshine are important, but Yunho is very important,too”
- Jaejoong

yunho,jung yunho,yunho our leader...

how r u these days??

though u only have changmin by ur side

are u feels lonely?

do u miss the other members?

of course u are....

along the times i know u...

i must say that u're the greatest leader i've ever known

as a leader,u must take up all the responsibility

bcoz u're a leader,u have to carry the burden

bcoz u're a leader u have to hold back ur tears and emotions

bcoz u're a leader u cant think only for urself

u,above anyone else has the right to cry

but u endure it and show us ur smile

bcoz of what???????

u wanna see us smile and u wants us to continue supports the 3 members

so u remain silent

but what did u get?

u've been called coward for not doing anything regarding the lawsuit

u receive negative fan's comments about he takes jaejoong's role in the poseidon

u gets negative comments from jyj biased fans

but u still smiling.......

yunho,,

u're a human too..

so please let it go

bcoz we cant continue seeing u hold back ur tears anymore

it's really hurts

we want u 2 let it go...

if u cry,,

if u throwing ur anger

if u express ur loneliness..

if u speak out what is it that has been in ur mind that only u knows all these times...

do u think others will think that u re a weak leader??

if so,u re wrong..totally wrong..

u re a human too.............

so it's not a crime to sometimes be a weak person...

yunho,,

we cant do anything to help u

other than support u till the end.

bcoz we strongly believe in u

we want to see ur genuinely smile 

bcoz on that time the happiness will defeat sadness..

all of us will smile again..

stay strong as a human,,yunho..

bcoz we all love u!!!!