me;needs a rest!!

for some reasons,,i need to take a rest.my mind is so make me frustrating!!
this whole thing is very complicated.!!

i never thought this lawsuit actually is very big case and the thing that we should find the truth even it is very depth.but, as the truth are exposed slowly and slowly,,the more we become frustrated and dunno what actions we can take.i'm in this situation right now.and i really needs time to think bout it.
i know u readers not understand my saying right now.but,i just come across a blog.and then,,i attached at that site for hours then the truth is slowly exposed............and that making me in puzzled and hurt my heart so much.i dont think i can tell about it right now as my mind also is not in right place.

but for now,,i'm sure of one thing!!!
I WILL PROTECT HOMIN AS MUCH AS HOMIN PROTECT DBSK!!
that's what i wish i can do even i'm not really sure i can do it.
but,,i try to do with all my heart!!!!

a cassie's video 4 changmin b-day~

Dear Oppa,


when I was 14,

I saw a boy kissing a cat


his innocent eyes were unforgettable

so I became his fan



the boy was a fairy

who grew up to be a god

and meanwhile, I became a 22 year old lady (0:27)
("Mom this concert is the last one")
("You think Max is going to be my son in law for that?")


well...

being Max's fan for 7 years

was not an easy task.



sometimes I lied to mom ("Where are you?" "Library~")

ditched classes ("Where are you going all dressed up like that?" "going to a date~")


when others were meeting men

I was in a fan meeting. ("<-Man")



Even though my side was cold (* meaning no boyfriend)

I was always happy (0:46)



when I listened to Oppa's songs

it felt like I had everything in the world



the loving heart was

always warm..



but since some day (1:02)

I couldn't listen to the songs I loved



I sometimes fought all night with some strangers

it was hard (1:10)



but

meanwhile

I thought a lot about (1:18)

how precious oppa was to me



with the belief

one day I will see you again

waited

and waited



the moon on August 21st was big and bright (1:44)

from that moon

oppa came down



how oppa danced beautifully

how the voice

deeply resonated the air

I wonder if oppa knows all that



the things I thought I lost (2:07)

all came back


my heart

started beating again


I am Max Changmin's fan. (banner: shut it and only Max Changmin)

the past and present

now and for ever



to continue to like Oppa, (2:26)

will make me do a lot of things



fight against the nature ("be alert. ur gonna die if you fall asleep")

and probably fight against the antis  ("I'll fight you with cold facts")
("Oppa I'll protect you!)

overcome kissing scenes


in a magazine bought with my own money ("this man... again!")

read your endless dating stories (dating dating dating dating dating)



need to study hard (2:43)

and get a decent job



I want to be a great person

because I am Max Changmin's fan.



you are walking with a huge load (2:57)

if only a little

I want to share it



let's walk together

you are not alone



it's said that nothing lasts forever in this world 3:13

but instead of uncertain future

hundreds (3:20)

thousands

10s of thousands of us

who loves oppa

we believe this moment, right now


Changmin oppa who I love a lot (3:33)


stay busy

make a lot of money

always stay healthy

and smile happily


above all,

be with us all the time

for a long long time

let's stay close


even if you don't show it

we know

that you like us


always shining bright from above,

my star Shim Changmin-shi.


Happy 24th Birthday


February 18, 2011
From Cassiopeia

dbsk anti-fan letter(yunho's poison)

Two years ago, I set up a anti-DBSK fan club, now everyone know that I am the one who did the Cyanoacrylate drink event to yunho because I hatee him.

Do you all remember in year 2000, the member of G.O.D Yoon Kye Sang's mother drank a drink that is mix with washing detergent from their fans and vomit, in the end she need to be hospitalised. That iwas also done by us. We all have a common name called, anti-fans. We are the people that will does something wickedly on stars.

I, have been wanting to punish yunho for a long time but there isn't any chance for me to do that. On 14 October, 10pm, I past by KBS branch in Seoul and saw a lot of fans, gathered around there. After entering from the main door, and found out that DBSK is filming . After watching for 20 mins, I am so angry that I

went to a nearby convienient store and bought an orange juice and super glue, mix them all up and gave it to yunho with a note.

Haha, this guy thought that I am one of the cassiopeia (which is the fans of DBSK), drank it without thinking. I think everyone want to know what I have written in the note, now I will tell you.

--

to jung yunho:

you better be careful of what you are saying! You are always so pround since you debut, you song let people feel like vomiting, your dance also have so many mistakes, compare to other singer you are the worse of all, so what is so great about you? do yo uknow what is your limt? Let me tell you, only kids like DBSK, when you all are shown in a channel, you all know how many people want to change the channel? The viewing ratio is so low!, haha, what kind of popular singer you are? Always the stars for the kids. Really feeling like punishing you all. Hehe

I know that the police uncle will investigate that I am the one who did all this, on 15th 2.30pm, I surrendered. I could not believe that yunho still defending me, hope that I would not be charged.

I will not thank him. Because I dislike him.

Heard that there are also anti-fans in china now, recently they make a mourning hall for cyndi wang (a taiwanise singer) online, this was a good idea.

Anti-fans around the world unite and together harming the stars.

From a korean anti-fans

I am also an anti-fan. I will not say my name. We always do things secretly. Two days ago, there was a reporter from a newspaper want to interview me.Since the day that yunho was poisoned the entertainment reporters of the whole world was looking for us, cassiopeia around the world wanted to get after us even, hehe, and we even became the hottest topic of the entertainment.

I think everybody may know that, the next target that anti-fans will bother will be super junior, kim hee chul and the only chinese member Han kyung. It can also be other artist as well. Everyone also saw in anti-cafe that many people also dislike jay chou and lee jun ki.

what the ****???I HATE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I DONT CARE IF SHE MAKE A SHIT ON OTHERS.BUT NOT TVXQ!!

*her family name is Go..........

i promise that she's crazy.dont even scared she will get punishment and hating from the world.if yunho doensnt save her,,she will be in jail!!!but at least,,she must thanks him!what the cruel girl!

i dont think i can even breath if something bad happen to dbsk.n if yunho was really in bad condition that time,,she will never live in piece.try to think..CASSIOPEIA is really in outstanding number of fans.but damn!she enjoy it??reporters all looking for her.and she really like that??i dunno what to say.............

I hope this is the first and last someone would do something cruel like that.i wish for yunjaeyusumin to always be healthy.the first important thing is to be healthy.it's normal for any human.if not,i will be very worried and of course all others cassies too......

so CASSIOPEIA,let's pray for homin and jyj's healthy and can smile and make us more proud of them.even it dbsk and jyj..but in our heart,dbsk is still 5 right??

never forget to ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!

my flowing tears tonight......

tonight i watched SNSD's Win-win show.they talk about many things bout themselves.i dont know when exactly my tears start flowing on my face but my heart really moved on what jessica's answer on this question:'it is logical that there is way down where there is way up.do u guys have any fears about it?'

her answer is 'the way down has to be beautiful and the end has to be beautiful as well.
i'm crying bcuz i just automatically thinks about DBSK.i know dbsk is not at the end yet and it is very far from happen.but,,it's just i cant control my emotion when i heard jessica saying those words.even now,,my tears flowing non-stop on my face.....
i'm so grateful that dbsk is still exist!but,as a person that started love them when they were still five i cant pretend to not feel sad about their split where there are no 5 members but only two..............
maybe i sound like selfish right now wanting them to reunite again but i cant hold this feelings.i miss their moments they spend altogether..how precious those times......

*me,who is in uncontrol emotions.......

homin talks bout split on Taxi show

TVXQ talked about the emotions they felt when the split between the group happened.

TVXQ appeared as the first guest stars on tvN’s ‘Taxi’ on April 14th and took time out our their schedule to talk about work, love and family.

Regarding the split, U-Know Yunho said, “It would be lie to say that it didn’t hurt to have to stand on stage as a duo,” and “We know so well that our three friends are talented and kind people, but it hurt because we were met by worried gazes when we said that we’d be making a comeback as a duo and there were even a lot of people who criticized our actions and said, ‘Do you really think you could succeed as a duo?’”

He continued to say, “That was what was most upsetting because I’ve always believed that protecting TVXQ is the priority,” and “I’ve protected TVXQ till now and I will keep protecting TVXQ.”

Choikang Changmin said, “It’s true that I felt a little hurt because the split came regardless of the fact that there was no change in our opinions and the two of us weren’t standing on a split path,” and “It’s true that I felt sad and worried (about our new album) because we have always been standing in the same place, doing the same things and preparing, just like we’ve always been doing.”

He also said, “But because you can’t turn back time and undo the things that have happened, I like to think more about accepting what has happened and working hard to show everyone how much we’ve evolved

yunho and junsu's tweet

i think i posted an entry about junsu's ambigous tweet......if u had read it,u may know that junsu's words in twitter is making huge roar among fans...there;s a rumor going on that junsu write it for yunho bcuz he write 'hyung...
we know that yunho doesnt have twitter and it's impossible to reply to junsu's tweet.but what yunho will say if he has a twitter account????????????everyone must be curious!so i add an imagination of what yunho will respond to junsu........

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow yunho: hyung, why?

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: because I can’t do anything junsu-ah…you know that

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: but hyung, I’m scared

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: scared of what junsu-ah~

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: I’m scared that they might take you and changmin, take you far away from us

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: you know that we love you, you know that we miss you…you know that we can’t wait till be together with you

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: but hyung you took too long, I’m tired, we all tired, we want you two with us again, sing on one stage again together, laugh and talk together.

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: soon junsu-ah…soon we will be back together…even if we get apart for long time, even if they all stand against us, what ever happen in our way, we will get back together

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: I can’t wait till I see you again hyung, me, jaejoong-hyung and yoochun-ah miss you and Changmin-ah…

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: we know that, and we miss you too, but we faced lot of hard times before together, and we will face this and keep going on till we meet again, then get back together

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: but hyung, our Cassiopeia are disbanding too, they are breaking apart, I hate it when a fan talk badly about you or changmin

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: these fans are not Cassiopeia, Cassiopeia who loves the 5 of us same way, support us and never let the evils wins, give our Cassiopeia a trust my junsu, they will never let us down

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: I do trust them, always and forever, remember when we started our way together, when we worked so hard to make DBSK’s name so high?

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: I do remember junsu, I do remember all the times we all laughed together, the times we cried together, the days we lived in together, we are family junsu-ah, no one can get between us.

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: I know hyung, but there are these who tried to fight me, they misunderstood me hyung, when I blamed, I blamed with love, because I was worried, because I didn’t want them to win you and changmin-ah, because I love you hyung

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: I know, I know junsu-ah, changmin knows that too, whatever they say you must know its not us, its them, we didn’t ask them to talk for us, they just did

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: yunho-hyung, why did you thank him, our enemy? Why did you thank lee so man?

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah Junsu: because I don’t have another choice junsu-ah…you 3 said before that SM force us to do stuff we don’t want to do, you had to know that I didn’t mean it, you three had to know that the words never would be against you, me and changmin would never try to hurt you

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: we know hyung, we just want to talk to you more, see you more, we miss you and love you hyung, and we will always support you two together

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah junsu: we support you too junsu-ah, even if we cant say it, you can see it through our tears when we sing on the stage, you can feel it through our heart that still loves you, nine years are not that short time to forget, we will never forget you

*Xiah Junsu: @Uknow Yunho: we wont too, we will never, we are DBSK what ever happens, 5-1=0 so even if we are now JYJ and Homin, we still 5 together or apart

*Uknow Yunho: @Xiah junsu: yes junsu-ah, we are 5, 5 forever, we used DBSK name because in our hearts you are with us, you are still DBSK with us

even this is only what we think of..but it's not impossible to actually happen.

but attention!!we still not sure about the person junsu refer to..

so dont jump to a conclusion!!..

nevertheless,,CASSIOPEIA,ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!

i will bear with it..

 everyday i wish that miracles would happen.every second i wish the 5 guys will be reunite again.every day i wish the problem they all face right now will end quickly.i'm such a fool.i wish and i wanted to be patient.it's very hard to hold this kind of feeling inside of me.i have nobody to tell bout my pain.but,this kind of pain cannot be compared to the pain that dbsk's members feel.what can i do"???

till now,,when i'm home,i never miss to watch their videos.whether their old videos or new ones,,it's the same for me.my feeling never change toward them.but,it's very hurt me when their videos nowaday has only 2 members.DBSK and JYJ....i cant compare both of them.because my heart can't accept that they seperated.i know they just going in two different company,they not disband yet.but,as a  cassie,i have to admit i scared that someday the word 'disband' will truly happen...do u know how much i scared to hear this 'disband' words??????????

but,i'm proud of cassiopeia who are still support all of them without compare dbsk and jyj.and i promised myself to have a faith of them.though it's very hurt,but i will try to bear with it.for how much pain i'm in,it's only  a small matter as long as have a hope and believe in them.i hope all cassie will continue our love and trust them of whatever they do.bcoz we never know what's on their mind.but,we know we can put our mind in believe in them.better set our mind that 'it will not take too long to the end of all this,it's just a matter of time'

#me,who is always keep the faith~-

*crying...*

cute YOOSU couple~:)

this time is YOO-SU couple!!!!for me this is the second best couple in tvxq.
firstly,let's get into each of them...
YOOCHUN-he is such a silly.sometimes likes to act cute and compared to changmin,i think he is more childish.hahax...and,very good in making songs...
JUNSU-he loves to act cute!~naturally a funny person,a self-called charisma,,the person who's being bullied most of the time especially by yoochun and changmin!:)

when we take a look at each of them,,so when both of them become one,then the world seems more brighter and fun!!i mean,yoochun loves to bully junsu and junsu loves to be bullied by him.when they mixed then they will cause many funny scenes.they also take care of each other...........erm..who will be the man and who will be the woman???i think...........yoochun is better to be the man.because junsu has more innocent sides and more cute...hehe......
although chunnie loves to bully junsu,but we all knows how he loves junsu very much and of course junsu knows that.i bet yoochun will be bored without junsu..yeah,there's no one to play with....

so i put some facts about yoosu below:

01. Every time Yoochun buys himself ice-cream, he is very lucky when he gets two spoons of it because Junsu is either licking on his ice-cream or on his lips.

02. When Yoochun and Junsu are lying on the floor in the living-room, giggling, chuckling and kissing each other, nobody can get into their world.

03. Yoochun never wants to fall asleep at night; but the fact that Junsu’s face is the first thing he sees in the morning makes it easier.

04. Changmin knows that, when he calls Junsu and nobody answers after the secound time, he can’t attain him. In most of the cases Yoochun is playing with Junsu and his balls.

05. When Junsu cries and Yoochun embraces him gently everything is fine again.

06. Being alone means for Junsu being with Yoochun. Alone.

07. Nothing makes Junsu desperate, only a crying Yoochun.

jaejoong has 'naturally beautiful skin'

Which member out of the boy group JYJ has the prettiest skin?

On the afternoon of the 25th at cable channel ENT entertainment station – The interview”, JYJ were interviewed at the site of their advertisement filming for a cosmetic brand.

During this interview, the members choose Jaejoong to be the one out of JYJ the one with the best skin. Regarding this, Jaejoong said “Even though I would say it’s a little embarrassing that this is coming out of my mouth, but if my skin is not the best then bad things will happen.” “Seems like I’m boasting”. He was embarrassed while saying this.

About this, Junsu and Yoochun said “he really has milky skin. Without any flaws. And it isn’t even a problem if he doesn’t get a good night of sleep.” With words like that proved that Jaejoong has naturally beautiful skin.

When asked about his secrets of skin care, he said “I really didn’t do anything special to care for my skin, and I don’t go see the dermatologist.” Junsu joked, “even without special care, it’s really all natural, what kind of talk is this~” His words stirred up the laughter of everyone around them.

#of course uri jaejoong has the beautiful skin among the rest.!!he's the prettiest man ever!!!!!

that's why yunho  love him  so much!hehe............(yunjae bias)