i will bear with it..

 everyday i wish that miracles would happen.every second i wish the 5 guys will be reunite again.every day i wish the problem they all face right now will end quickly.i'm such a fool.i wish and i wanted to be patient.it's very hard to hold this kind of feeling inside of me.i have nobody to tell bout my pain.but,this kind of pain cannot be compared to the pain that dbsk's members feel.what can i do"???

till now,,when i'm home,i never miss to watch their videos.whether their old videos or new ones,,it's the same for me.my feeling never change toward them.but,it's very hurt me when their videos nowaday has only 2 members.DBSK and JYJ....i cant compare both of them.because my heart can't accept that they seperated.i know they just going in two different company,they not disband yet.but,as a  cassie,i have to admit i scared that someday the word 'disband' will truly happen...do u know how much i scared to hear this 'disband' words??????????

but,i'm proud of cassiopeia who are still support all of them without compare dbsk and jyj.and i promised myself to have a faith of them.though it's very hurt,but i will try to bear with it.for how much pain i'm in,it's only  a small matter as long as have a hope and believe in them.i hope all cassie will continue our love and trust them of whatever they do.bcoz we never know what's on their mind.but,we know we can put our mind in believe in them.better set our mind that 'it will not take too long to the end of all this,it's just a matter of time'

#me,who is always keep the faith~-

*crying...*