when I was 14,
I saw a boy kissing a cat
his innocent eyes were unforgettable
so I became his fan
the boy was a fairy
who grew up to be a god
and meanwhile, I became a 22 year old lady (0:27)
("Mom this concert is the last one")
("You think Max is going to be my son in law for that?")
well...
being Max's fan for 7 years
was not an easy task.
sometimes I lied to mom ("Where are you?" "Library~")
ditched classes ("Where are you going all dressed up like that?" "going to a date~")
when others were meeting men
I was in a fan meeting. ("<-Man")
Even though my side was cold (* meaning no boyfriend)
I was always happy (0:46)
when I listened to Oppa's songs
it felt like I had everything in the world
the loving heart was
always warm..
but since some day (1:02)
I couldn't listen to the songs I loved
I sometimes fought all night with some strangers
it was hard (1:10)
but
meanwhile
I thought a lot about (1:18)
how precious oppa was to me
with the belief
one day I will see you again
waited
and waited
the moon on August 21st was big and bright (1:44)
from that moon
oppa came down
how oppa danced beautifully
how the voice
deeply resonated the air
I wonder if oppa knows all that
the things I thought I lost (2:07)
all came back
my heart
started beating again
I am Max Changmin's fan. (banner: shut it and only Max Changmin)
the past and present
now and for ever
to continue to like Oppa, (2:26)
will make me do a lot of things
fight against the nature ("be alert. ur gonna die if you fall asleep")
and probably fight against the antis ("I'll fight you with cold facts")
("Oppa I'll protect you!)
overcome kissing scenes
in a magazine bought with my own money ("this man... again!")
read your endless dating stories (dating dating dating dating dating)
need to study hard (2:43)
and get a decent job
I want to be a great person
because I am Max Changmin's fan.
you are walking with a huge load (2:57)
if only a little
I want to share it
let's walk together
you are not alone
it's said that nothing lasts forever in this world 3:13
but instead of uncertain future
hundreds (3:20)
thousands
10s of thousands of us
who loves oppa
we believe this moment, right now
Changmin oppa who I love a lot (3:33)
stay busy
make a lot of money
always stay healthy
and smile happily
above all,
be with us all the time
for a long long time
let's stay close
even if you don't show it
we know
that you like us
always shining bright from above,
my star Shim Changmin-shi.
Happy 24th Birthday
February 18, 2011
From Cassiopeia
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