"Damage caused by certain decisions may be permanent. But even the deepest scars fade over time until it is difficult to see them at all, and the only thing that will remain is the memory of how painful it had been. Your hearts may be in pain and torment and you may need someone to blame but try to remember what kept you going for so long. Hold onto that little hope no matter how fragile it might be because Cassiopeia will always exist as long as there is someone who will call themselves a Cassie"

Sunday, February 06, 2011

our leader BIRTHDAY~we love u!

saEngiL  ChukaHamniDa,

our bel0ved leader
jung YunHo:)
february 6 2011,,,,,

It is really a fate that we are able to work together.
We see the same things, from the same viewpoint.
When we’re in joy, the joy is multiplied by 5, while when we’re in sorrow, the sorrow is divided to 1/5, we are really fortunate.
For me, TOHOSHINKI is my home, a place where I go back to.
Even when I’m going far away,  it is a place where I can come back someday.
The place is very precious for me.
- U-know Yunho, Fujin kouron magazine 2009

“My other selves…Young Woong…Micky…Xiah…Choi Kang…I’m always happy because of you guys.
I love you…Let’s go forward together forever!!! Now, is everyone Ready?? Done?

Now should we show them? Let’s go towards the world!!! Let’s Go!!!”
“All five members have to be together to represent the name of ‘DBSK’.
We are family, The same team, The ones who support us is Cassiopeia, Thank you.”
“Did you know that I love the four of you very much?”
“Because I’m the leader who loves all my members.”
“I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!” 

"Each time, I’ve said that they’re like my siblings, like my family. But to me, they’re more than family. They’re a part of me. My alter ego, perhaps?"

 “Even as time continues to change, even when we are not here, we can still hope that through hard work, we can let the name TVXQ last forever.”

Yunho : "Even if 1 year passes by or 10 years pass by, we will not break up. If that does happen, kill us by throwing rocks at us." (you said it Yunho! XD)

"Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ”

- Changmin and Yoochun
 “When cooking, salt and sunshine are important, but Yunho is very important,too”
- Jaejoong

yunho,jung yunho,yunho our leader...
how r u these days??
though u only have changmin by ur side
are u feels lonely?
do u miss the other members?
of course u are....
along the times i know u...
i must say that u're the greatest leader i've ever known
as a leader,u must take up all the responsibility
bcoz u're a leader,u have to carry the burden
bcoz u're a leader u have to hold back ur tears and emotions
bcoz u're a leader u cant think only for urself

u,above anyone else has the right to cry
but u endure it and show us ur smile
bcoz of what???????
u wanna see us smile and u wants us to continue supports the 3 members
so u remain silent

but what did u get?
u've been called coward for not doing anything regarding the lawsuit
u receive negative fan's comments about he takes jaejoong's role in the poseidon
u gets negative comments from jyj biased fans
but u still smiling.......

yunho,,
u're a human too..
so please let it go
bcoz we cant continue seeing u hold back ur tears anymore
it's really hurts
we want u 2 let it go...
if u cry,,
if u throwing ur anger
if u express ur loneliness..
if u speak out what is it that has been in ur mind that only u knows all these times...
do u think others will think that u re a weak leader??
if so,u re wrong..totally wrong..
u re a human too.............
so it's not a crime to sometimes be a weak person...

yunho,,
we cant do anything to help u
other than support u till the end.
bcoz we strongly believe in u
we want to see ur genuinely smile 
bcoz on that time the happiness will defeat sadness..
all of us will smile again..

stay strong as a human,,yunho..
bcoz we all love u!!!!






Saturday, February 05, 2011

questions 'bout each other~

DBSK Questions about each other

1) MICKY ABOUT YUNHO

1. What do you think of Yunho’s character?

Micky: If you don’t know him well, you might just think that he’s someone very bubbly and strong but deep down, Yunho’s got rich emotions and not as strong as people think, he hides these really well. But once he becomes friends with you, Yunho would treat that person really well. On the contrary, if that person did something that disappoints him or out of the norm, Yunho would become kind of extreme (?). A summary would be that Yunho’s got the character of a “man’s”.

2. What does Yunho like doing in his spare time?

Micky: He loves going to the movies! If he can’t, then he would buy the DVDs. And something that shocked me is that he likes to read books! Haha…. Everytime I see him reading I would feel shocked. Oh, and he likes to practise singing alone too.

3. Does Yunho feel inferior at all?

Micky: Not really. Just that when it comes to singing (Yunho’s usually in charge of bass that needs more “thickness” in terms of voice), he puts in extra effort in practising cos he feels that his voice isn’t as strong.

4. During DBSK’s promotion period, when’s would Yunho feel its tough?

Micky: Yunho emphasizes in teamwork a lot. If one of the member feels down, the other’s are gonna be affected. But because our friendship’s strong, it isn’t a serious problem. Yet once Yunho feels down, we all feel unhappy too. How should I put it? Hmm… we’re happy most of the time though.

5. The people Yunho cherish?

Micky: His sister. He really cares for and loves her. There was this time his sister got sick and he felt sorry for not being able to look after her. He cherishes his family too, that includes us (DBSK), we’re one big family haha!

6. Any special habit that Yunho has?

Micky: He can fall alsleep in 10seconds! Its amazing how he can fall asleep so fast. It can even happen when Yunho’s sm-sing his friend and he falls asleep!

7. What is Yunho into now?

Micky: He likes cars. Yunho surfs the net, read car magazines and hopes to get his driving licence soon.


2) YUNHO ABOUT JAEJOONG

1. What’s Hero’s charm in your opinion?

Yunho: He’s got a great body. Hero may be thin, but he’s figure is great. He insists in keeping fit and he’s soft-hearted. Thus, it’s difficult for people to dislike him. Hero likes to take care of people, but keeps it to himself when he’s hurt. This makes people worry about him though. Oh, and he’s wonderful in cooking! Hero’s often makes delicious meals for us.

2. Anyone that Hero cherish exceptionally?

Yunho: Before his debut, he has a hyung that went through thick and thin with him. He cherishes and likes this brother a lot.

3. Type of girl Hero likes?

Yunho: Hero looks more into a girl’s character rather than her looks. She has to be honest and kind-hearted. Simply put it as a girl good with housework, “good wife and mother” type.

4. Any special habit that Hero has?

Yunho: Daydream. After some chit-chatting with us, he daydreams…With the kind of “at a loss” look…I’m curious about what he thinks every time he daydreams but I haven’t asked him about it before.

5. Type of people Hero dislikes?

Yunho: Anyone not trustworthy. Hero believes that trust among people is the most important. He becomes very cold and indifferent when the person isn’t trustworthy.

6. What are the words that Hero often says?

Yunho: Not only Hero, but all of us likes to say. Its more like a popular saying. No matter what we say, we’d like to add “There’s also something like that ah…” and then the atmosphere would become really good.

7. People that Hero likes most?

Yunho: Isn’t it us and his family? He loves his mum especially, so I guess he would be a gentle husband and father after he’s married.


3) JAEJOONG ABOUT CHANGMIN

1. What do you think of Max’s character?

Hero: To sum up his character in a sentence: Although his shy and a guy of few words, Max is kind-hearted, honest and cute! He puts in a lot of hard work when it comes to his part of the job. Max is usually good tempered but it’s scary once he gets angry. He belongs to the “volcano-eruption” type, lucky this happens rarely.

2. What does Max enjoy doing?

Hero: He loves sports, any kind of sports. Some fans might think that he looks gentle and all, but haha he’s very good at sports!

3. If Max were to have a girlfriend, how would he propose to her?

Hero: He once mentioned if he were to have a girl he loves deeply, he would seek for apology of the fans and propose to her on stage during our concert. He’s romantic by nature, so he would most probably prepare something special to propose.

4. People that Max cherishes a lot?

Hero: To me, it would be his parents, us, manager hyung, the hairstylist sister, fans… He’s always thinking of “thank you’s”.

5. In what does Max asks for the most?

Hero: Singing. Max is very hardworking when it comes to singing. Its to the kind of stage whereby once he starts practising, he becomes so concentrated and focused on singing that should there be a fire, he wouldn’t know!

6. Type of girl Max likes?

Hero: He’s quiet, so he likes someone cute, bubbly, like those of character in comics.

7. Any special habit that Max has?

Hero: Not really a habit, just that he shows all his emotions on his face, be it happy or not. So if people want to know if his happy or angry, it’s very easy.


4) CHANGMIN ABOUT JUNSU

1. What do you think of Xiah’s character?

Max: He’s bubbly, humourous, optimistic, and focused when it comes to doing things. Xiah’s one that once he starts on something, he would insist and persevere all the way.

2. People that Xiah cherishes most?

Max: Besides family and us, there is a person called Eun Hyuk. They joked with each other a lot, which shows their love for one another. And also he’s the kind whereby once he has a girlfriend, he would cherish her a lot. Even though he’s single at the moment, he did mention that he would treat his future girlfriend really good.

3. Xiah’s good at…?

Max: He’s currently at Taekwando 2nd level (very good I think), great? Xiah’s also good at piano, he won the gold award once at a piano competition. He’s musically inclined since young and Xiah even performed publicly at an American armed forces’ event before debut.

4. Xiah’s ideal girl?

Max: Someone bubbly and lively, intelligent too. A girl that enjoys playing with him, definitely not the quiet type.

5. Any special habit that Xiah has?

Max: When Xiah’s really concentrating on something, it’s like no one can interrupt him. No matter who’s calling him at that time he won’t respond. That’s why some people misunderstood him as being ‘cold’. It’s definitely not that he’s cold; honestly he doesn’t know that people’s talking to him then.

6. What’s Xiah into lately?

Max: Learning how to compose melodies, he wants to become the greatest composer! He’s determined and he looks really great when he works hard.

7. Does Xiah feel inferior at all?

Max: At the beginning of debut, he worries about his own voice being ‘thin’, but since the fans recognised the beauty of his voice, Xiah’s now confident and cherishes his voice a lot.


5) JUNSU ABOUT MICKY

1. What do you think of Micky’s character?

Xiah: Optimistic, bubbly and playful. He brings up the lively atmosphere. Time flies when I play or joke with Micky. He has temper at times, but they go away quickly.

2. Micky’s good at?

Xiah: He’s good at piano, same as me? Not bad with sports too. Oh yeah Micky wants me to say this: he’s good at being called kind-hearted…haha.

3. What does Micky play with when he’s free?

Xiah: He loves games and becomes very focused once in a game. Micky would play till his character dies in the game. After playing when he gets too tired, he sleeps. Micky really naps a lot.

4. People Micky cherished a lot?

Xiah: His family in America whom he misses a lot, especially his brother. As to us, there’s no need for more elaboration isn’t it? Haha…

5. Type of girl Micky likes?

Xiah: He dislikes girls that ‘act’. Micky likes girls that he can talk to comfortably and vice versa, similar to the type of girl I like. Maybe when both of us have girlfriends, we can get together, it should be fun!

6. Micky’s been to America, do you feel the culture shock when you met him?

Xiah: Not much but after listening to his words sometimes, I became more open-minded. I did hear before those American youngsters of his age are more independent and open, more mature compared to Korean youngsters.

7. Any special habits Micky has?

Xiah: Should be habits in daily life. He naps a lot, but strangely he cant sleep at night. Naturally he would get tired in the day and naps more. So when there are activities in the day, he’s appears to be much more tired than the other four of us.

Friday, February 04, 2011

soulfighter couple~

this is the second section of tvxq's couples after the first one,MinSu..

i will continue with the couple section which is JAEMIN~!

jaejoong's role like a mother while changmin is like his child in the family.the parents who loves their children find nothing wrong with showing their loves but the child sometimes would find it annoying and embrassing with all love and affection from the parents.this is what the relationship between jaejoong and changmin.we all can tell changmin is not interested in the bromance affection while jaejoong like to showing his love physically.
this is about changmin's first kiss...
jj: it's not considered a kiss... just a small peck
cm: it's not even a peck
yh: changmin's facial expression has stiffen now
jj: it happened when changmin was sleeping
cm: in the car
jj: yup. 3 years ago, changmin looked totally different from now, he looked really cute
yh: cute
jj: i felt like giving him a peck
cm: it's disgusting
jj: looking at changmin's face, though acting as a member of tvxq, i still found him very cute
yh: mmm~~~
jj: just for that one second, wanted to peck~~~
yh: mmm~~~
jj: was this weird?
yh: very weird
all: hahahahaha~~~
jj: it's only because i love you guys would i think of giving a kiss
yh: we understand
jj: not weird, right?
yh: still it's really weird
jj: haha
cm: please keep this thought to yourself, you don't have to put it into action
jj: haha
cm: actually, after that kiss, i immediately ran to rinse my mouth
jj: was it that disgusting?
cm: it wasjj: .....yh: please don't fight
cm: so embarrased

yeah..changmin is very straightforward with his discomfort with jae's action.
they can also be violent with each other.in couple talk,jaejong admitted the number of his hitting on changmin is increasing,while changmin gets jaejoong back by torturing him psychologically.
CM: Eating well is a must in life
JJ: Then why do you eat my food?
CM: I have to eat a lot
JJ: And make me starve?
CM: My life comes first

changmin's right...he can eat the members with just using his brain...


Jaejoong words to Changmin on his Birthday: 
Hey Changmin! You should stop eating that thing and read what I'm writing. Ahh...you're gonna be one year older? For me, you're just like the very 1st day we met. I mean your innocence. But you've changed many things. I mean your muscles...yeah your muscles are the problem of DBSK. I'm sooo scared seeing you exercising everyday. One more thing you've changed...you're smart and brave. You're a good boy. A little sweet boy for us. If I were your MOM, I'd be very, very proud of you. Changminah....I know you're gonna cry when you read this. Oh Noooo !!!!!!!!!! You're not crying? But I'm crying you know. You can be more grown up all right. You're too tall so could you please give me your height on my b-day? And on your b-day I'll share you this beauty. You're thinking I'm writing too much right?
That's it....that's why you're not growing up cuz you gotta be touched with you (??) ....I know I'm really writing too much
Happy b-day Changmin. I dont know what to bless you. I believe whatever you want, you can make it. I'll be next to you to support you

Jaejoong's letter to Changmin (during Mirotic period): 
Our small and cute cat, we haven't been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you're tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.

i believe,when changmin saw this,he was touched....

regarding some people said the grudge changmin holds to jyj for betraying their groups,i agree there must be a reasons behind it but none of us know it.
chagmin is  straightforward and blunt,he will tells jae what he likes or dislikes,what is wrong and right.if he really angry at jaejoong then he will express his feeling and thoughts to jaejoong openly.i agree if changmin angry to jaejoong if jae really did something wrong..

i'm sure right now they both miss each other despite all this circumtances.
i mis the moments they spend together...
always keep the faith'..something we must hold and keep it in our hearts till the end for them.....

Thursday, February 03, 2011

AKTF~for our TVXQ

Always Keep The Faith…

Isn’t it hard being Kim JaeJoong?

So perfect and so imperfect at the same time. The smile never left his face, he tried to make others happy while he’s the one being worried all the time. He wanted to protect everyone but failed and in the end, the lonely one and the sad one is him.

Isn’t it hard being Jung YunHo?

He’s the leader and yet he’s missing his members. He’s the leader and yet he is powerless. He tried to do the best that he can even if he’s hurt, even if he’s fainted, even if he’s sick… but in the end it was never enough.His singing is criticized, his acting is criticized and even his decision is criticized.

Isn’t it hard being Park Yoochun?
When he is free, people asked what he is doing. When he is busy, people asked why is the thread being bias? When he first started, people think his voice is so-so, his face is so-so and now he’s more acceptable, people kept on stalking him. At home, in airport, in restaurant, in streets. And when he flipped off, he’s being blamed and accused of being big headed.

Isn’t it hard being Kim JunSu?
He’s said to have the best voice, said to be the most angelic. But this charismatic singer is also a dork and a noisy brat xD and he loves his family a lot. So now his family is a target. He loves his bro and loves being able to work with him, but his bro has been accused of using him. And his father is accused of starting the lawsuit.

Isn’t it hard being Shim ChangMin?
The magnae who is not cute and small… he’s too tall and too strong. Why would he need protection from his hyung? He’s the one always bullying his hyungs… xD And now he has changed too… no longer the strict and funny kid.He is said to be insolent, disregarding his CEO’s handshake. Too skinny and no longer smiling, this brat has become snobbish.

Isn’t it hard being JaeChunSu?
They are said to be the cause of the break up. They are the one filing lawsuit, didn’t they? Didn’t they also refused to do future group activities and prefer to do solo activities? And they even dare to do group activities among the three of them!


Isn’t it hard being HoMin?
They were blamed for not joining the lawsuit. They were blamed for not showing more friendly face during end of the year shows in Japan. They were said to have changed, to be aloof and no longer approachable.

Isn’t it hard being TohoDancers and staff?
They were fortunate enough to be able to work with the best group in the world. The group is friendly and respectful too. And now they are worrying about their future. And they are worried about the favorite group too. And they are worried about each members. To read about them in newpapers and forums, to know how vicious a rumor can be and not able to say anything because they would be bashed.

Isn’t it hard being DBSK fans?
Truths and rumors are spread about their favorite group and yet they dunno which to believe. News and updates are given but they dunno what to do. How do they keep the faith if the members itself is said to have changed? How do they keep the faith if ‘the truths’ itself is waaaay different than they imagine?

Changmin being insolent and refused to shake his CEO’s hand? I believe it. Changmin and Yunho has changed? I believe it. But do I blame them? NO. Can you blame HoMin if they spend most of their time with a company that is trying to separate them? The company who is trying to file a lawsuit on the ground the three members refused to do group activities. (Note: this is totally my opinion only) I wonder what could SM have said… something along the line “See, HoMin, we asked they do group activities while we try to resolve the lawsuit problem (which we’re trying to stretch until their contract is finished and so they have no case, at least). Don’t you think this means that they no longer want to work with you? They no longer need you? They want to disband.” Just like JaeChunSu who’s trying to protect DBSK by filing the lawsuit to stand up for their rights, HoMin try to protect DBSK by staying in SM and do group activities. So if SM managed to persuade them that JaeChunSu refused to do group activities, of course they would be mad. SM might even said bad things about AVEX. Like AVEX trying to manipulate JaeChunSu and that could be why Changmin reacted that way.Remember, our magnae is only 22 years old… do you not make mistakes when you are that young? Despite being strict and strong… remember how sensitive our magnae is… and how hot headed.

JaeChunSu refused to do group activities? I believe it. JaeChunSu refused to negotiate? I believe it. JaeChunSu want out of SME. I believe it. Do I blame them? NO. What is the point of having group activities if you are separated? If you are not allowed to even see each other? What’s the point of negotiate when SM refused to even show them the exact contract and the exact group account, the things asked by JaeChunSu during the lawsuit. Does it not mean SME refused to negotiate meh? If JaeChunSu want to get out of the company who used them and abused them and still refused to negotiate with them and kept on separating each members, what’s the point of being in the same company? Even now while they are in SM, they are not allowed to interact with each other. Might as well move, no?

Getting out of SME does not mean disbandment. Staying in SME does not mean they are still together. What we can do now is protect each members. JaeChunSu is not wrong, neither is HoMin. Whatever the press may say, whatever the twitter may say, whatever other people will say… even if you believe them, protect the members. Their actions are probably because THEY HAVE CHANGED… but WHY DO THEY CHANGE at the first place? These whole mess starting from the root, and the root is SM, in my opinion.


PROTECT EACH MEMBER, LET’S KEEP THE FAITH.”

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Saengil chuKahamNIda,,my beloved her0!

saEngiL ChukaHamnida,

kim Jaejoong:)

erm,,though i'm a bit late to wish u here...but i still wish u in january 26 2011.exactly at 12.00 a.m:)
well,,it's a crime for me to forget such important date!hahax

jaejoong shi,,
here, in this my only place to express my feelings
i wish u will be happy always..
when u're sad or lonely
or when u're exhausted with ur nonstop working 
please remember that
u have ur friends beside u
ur friends that is not only ur friends
the friends that always be beside u
the friends that overcome many obstacles
together 
the friends whom u can lean on 
the friends who share ur sadness
the ones that make u stronger

i know at this difficult times
u feels so sad
i know u miss the 2 members so much!
to celebrate ur birthday this year with
only 3 members
isnt it hurt??

but,,
at this moment 
i hope u will remember the moments
u guys had together
laughing,joking,,
even crying together
the bonds between u guys
it;s not something easy to break

so please..
be STRONG!!

be strong for urself
for ur beloved members
yunHo
JUNsu
CHAngmin
YOOchun

and ur biggest fans
us,CASSIOPEIA

bcoz we want to see u guys smile again..
smile that comes from deep in ur heart

we'll wait for the smile....

the day will comes
the time when we will be 
unite again...
4ever!:)

ALwaYS kEEp The fAIth