"Damage caused by certain decisions may be permanent. But even the deepest scars fade over time until it is difficult to see them at all, and the only thing that will remain is the memory of how painful it had been. Your hearts may be in pain and torment and you may need someone to blame but try to remember what kept you going for so long. Hold onto that little hope no matter how fragile it might be because Cassiopeia will always exist as long as there is someone who will call themselves a Cassie"

Thursday, December 23, 2010

yunho,suffering leader






yunho,,the leader,,Because he's the leader he has to take up all the responsibility. Because he's the leader he has to carry the burden. Because he's the leader he has to hold back his tears and emotions. Because he's the leader he can't think for only himself.Look back to the past and look deep inside your hearts...Yunho is indeed a great leader. He, above anyone else has the right to cry out how unfair the world is. He, above anyone else has the right to complain about the lack of activities he's getting. He above anyone else has the right to question fans for their ignorance. Yet he chose not to. He chose to endure the consequences for his decision to stay in SME. He chose to hold in the reasons for doing so because the reasons might hurt us. There's that type of love where one would rather suffer in silence than let the other half know the truth. He wants to see us smile. He wants to see us continue to support the other 3 members as well. So he chose to remain silent.  
 Imagine living, eating, working with the same 4 people for 8 years. They are like family to you and you guys have gone through good and bad times. Then in a blink of an eye, you are only left with one. Remember everyone, Yunho is a human before he's a leader. Under this turn of events, he must have felt a sense of extreme loneliness. He no longer is able to look at the band and be proud of his leadership efforts. He no longer is able to comfort, scold, look after each member like he was so use to. Changmin is the only one Yunho can cling onto now. Maybe our leader isn't as tough and strong as he seems to be. 

This is a letter written by JJ to Yunho: (If this is what JJ said about Yunho...I believe that Yunho is really exhausted).

jung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? "Sleep earlier, if you don't sleep I will kill you.." Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.

It is really a fate that we are able to work together.
We see the same things, from the same viewpoint.
When we’re in joy, the joy is multiplied by 5, while when we’re in sorrow, the sorrow is divided to 1/5, we are really fortunate.
For me, TOHOSHINKI is my home, a place where I go back to.
Even when I’m going far away,  it is a place where I can come back someday.
The place is very precious for me.- U-know Yunho, Fujin kouron magazine 2009

“My other selves…Young Woong…Micky…Xiah…Choi Kang…I’m always happy because of you guys.I love you…Let’s go forward together forever!!! Now, is everyone Ready?? Done?

Now should we show them? Let’s go towards the world!!! Let’s Go!!!”
“All five members have to be together to represent the name of ‘DBSK’.
We are family, The same team, The ones who support us is Cassiopeia, Thank you.”
“Did you know that I love the four of you very much?”
“Because I’m the leader who loves all my members.”
“I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!”

"Each time, I’ve said that they’re like my siblings, like my family. But to me, they’re more than family. They’re a part of me. My alter ego, perhaps?"

 “Even as time continues to change, even when we are not here, we can still hope that through hard work, we can let the name TVXQ last forever.”
Yunho : "Even if 1 year passes by or 10 years pass by, we will not break up. If that does happen, kill us by throwing rocks at us." (you said it Yunho! XD)

"Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ”

- Changmin and Yoochun
 “When cooking, salt and sunshine are important, but Yunho is very important,too”
- Jaejoong



JYJ is suffering because they chose to leave. They have to fight to survive on their own because they angered one of Korea's biggest company. They will get negative comments from HoMin biased fans. They will have to work their asses off to break into the US industry. But are they successful? Yes. Is their popularity rising? Yes. Did they make a huge hit with their comeback? Yes. Are they encouraged constantly by fans? Yes...just look at their twitter ^^". Now we look at Yunho (HoMin). They are suffering because they chose to stay. They will get negative comments from JYJ biased fans (Probably more than JYJ receiving attacks from HoMin fans). They have to look happy when they are only given a drama, a musical, and a few photoshoots. Yunho who loves the stage and is one of the best dancers can only look at it. Is he successful? In some aspects yes, but maybe not as successful as he could be....Is his popularity rising?Judging by fans' reaction to his use of DBSK's name and his possible cast in Poseidon instead of Jaejoong, I wouldn't say that his popularity is screaming out aloud. Did he make a huge hit with his comeback?...what comeback . Do you get my idea? Yunho may be a shining diamond but the best diamonds wouldn't be shiny if you cover it with mud. Yunho, above anyone else, has the right to cry. Yunho, above anyone else, deserves respect for his endurance for the sake of others. Yunho, above anyone else, should not be accused for his choices because he always thinks of the wellbeing of the members. We don't know why he made the choices he did and he has every right to keep quiet BUT he does NOT have the right to be unjustly accused when we don't even know what is really going on. 


yunho was a great leader,and will and always be a great leader..
i'm crying...

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